tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6215101825292415335.post7424108762102027683..comments2023-07-15T10:07:19.758-04:00Comments on My Spouse Is Dead: The Outgoing and The ReturnVichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12604449367265697562noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6215101825292415335.post-70827358270591410822016-05-10T00:19:10.024-04:002016-05-10T00:19:10.024-04:00Oh Vic,
I know exactly what you mean about the emp...Oh Vic,<br />I know exactly what you mean about the empty space. It is so hard to reconcile in our minds that our spouse is gone, but all of their things still remain. Trav's clothes, shoes, motorcycle helmets are everywhere. Our home is filled with wedding photos that I can't imagine taking down but that I can barely look at without wailing. It's been 7 months for me, and I am just now really letting it out. I am crying daily and all day. I am searching for him all the time. I am trying to keep him in my life. I bring him up, I roll around in his closet, I read his emails. I know he isn't coming home, but I can't imagine moving forward in life without him. He was only 41 and it was sudden. I can't imagine the pain you endured and are still enduring for having watched Deb disappear. I am so sorry for you.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15301388995014339532noreply@blogger.com